Accepting!!
-Fighting "darkness"- represents my fight with ME, my EMOTIONS, my DISEASE, my NERVES ……. With everything around me!!
After years of wandering through hospitals, from doctor to doctor, last spring I met a doctor that really helped me and I owe him a lot. When I got there I was in the worst state, I remember once breaking his door because my pain was too much for me it wouldn't go away with pills, I couldn't make the difference from real and unreal, and his kindness was very annoying.
When he tried to help me I did not listen but after many “scenes” from my part and an “ocean” of silence from his part I thought that if it's all in my mind I should try put it all on paper maybe it will stay there.
I know he was right all this time I haven't had the courage to tell him but I did apologize, but I can thank him because all that lead to my “work”, I have now more than 100 drawings and I believe it's in a way because of him.
Now I'm in the final year at college and my final project it's drawing a territory from my country (GIS - geographic information system) and even though it won't be seen by many people I'm happy!!
And I owe it to ME to doctor Harry Potter (that's the nick name I gave because I believe he did magic ) and to my psychologist.